Yikes - Blogging is more difficult than I thought *sigh*

Please don't say I told you so :( - But I just realized that so much has happend in the last month - there have been up days, down days, and whoa days - hahaha. However, I could never get myself to sit down and talk/type about it. I wonder whether this is just a question of habit or is it because we are inherently trained to not discuss topics that are remotely personal and thus difficult in nature ...

I never thought of myself as a private person but when it's me and this little white screen instead of prattling away like I usually do I am rather tongue tied - perhaps it's because this is a realtively new relationship ... maybe also because it's a new phase in my life - There I said it! It's the unkown and the fear of the unknown that's holding me back from taking the next step or pressing the next key ... or is it inertia - No excuses guys - I guess I just gotta try harder - with the blog, excercise, the study material that's patiently waiting for me, and everything else - Phew! ...

Well off to the elliptical then - Ciao!